Wow, look at you, Martin. I'm glad you're enjoying college.

That sounds like a lot of fun.
I hope I don't depress anybody with this post, but I really feel the need to be honest and ask for some advice. I haven't been attending classes very much at all this year because I just don't seem to have any motivation to learn or anything. Whenever I try to learn, I just can't because I'm either thinking about the passing of my dad or some other thought is distracting me from studying. I was never the best studier, but the distractions in my mind have gotten so bad that I can hardly study or learn at all. High school was so easy, but things just seem to be falling apart for me in college. I'm probably going to go see a therapist soon for some counseling and advice, but as for right now, I think I'm probably going to take the year off. Hopefully, though, I'll be able to bounce back and be eager and able to learn again and socialize with other college alumni. I don't want my life to fall apart and all, but I guess I'm not strong enough to deal with my emotional distress alone.