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« on: December 15, 2009, 09:03:53 PM »
Hi guys, I'm sorry I haven't been on for awhile. I've been really busy with school work. Yet, there have also been many personal issues lately with family, but with friends I can discuss it.
On Friday night (December 11, 2009), I texted a friend what she was doing on the weekend, and she said she was hanging out with 20 of our friends (juniors from our classes) at Naked Fish for Eileen's birthday party (her birthday was on December 8). After I got the text, I felt a bit jealous, because with 20 PEOPLE?!?!?!?!? (I wouldn't bother if it was 5 people, but 20 PEOPLE?!?!?!?. That's so shady. Then I got so frikken upset that I couldn't hang out with them, and I was home for the rest of Friday and the weekend, depressed and crying, that I had no friends at all, that I wanted to go back to India or even move to Canda (either Vancouver or Toronto to see how the french and british are). After that, I felt that I never wanted to speak to them EVER again. After that, a friend of mine decided to talk to me about my problems and stuff, and I felt a LOT better by Monday.