its good to talk to someone when you need help.
When you been in the hospital for so damn long, you can be happy and excited? Sure, but i'm very stressed and dont pay attention to my actions. Heck, ypu see what happend today when i made fun of people my OWN race?
BTW, AL i LOVE your sig! 
yeah it's def. good talk to someone if you have problems or simply need help. i've keep things bottled up for so long, and look what happened, this past september...I had unwanted flashbacks, at the place I wish it didn't occur. but sometimes shit happens for a reason, the next months after that just continued going down hill. i pushed my friends away from me, i was already separated from my family...i was basically ready to end it. and almost did the first weekend in november, but having the great friends I thought I didn't have then prevented what could have been a tragic situation.
and now, i regret even going to such an extreme act...i'm having the time of my life. i'm starting to get out there and talk to new people. things are somewhat improving.
oh and thanks! 8)
